The sensibilities of all living creatures derive from common roots. All face challenges, terrors, joys; all experience love, jealousy, loss. Within our deepest selves is a point of connection with our fellow creatures, where our humanity is most profound and yet most conjoined with all life. From that point of awareness our Instinctive Impressions bring us greater joy, deeper meaning.
Friday, December 11, 2009
Fall is dog season; in my experience it's the only time of the year the dogs and I agree completely on the utter joy of being outdoors. Spring, for all its rejuvenating energy, is mud season in these parts and though I welcome its warmth and renewal, I dread the muck and mess the dogs drag in. Summer, my time of year, is when my darling canine partners seek out the nearest shade tree and look at me like the reptilian throw-back I may well be. And winter...the bitterness of these past few days, the killing, bone-cracking cold...every instinct my hardy ancestors passed along to me says "get thee inside near a fire!"
And indeed I would, for I respect my ancestors, those tough opportunists. But, the dogs have other ideas. My dogs have grown coats that render them impervious. Not only impervious, they are audaciously, recklessly celebratory of this season. There is no question they are happiest in winter. They grin. They frolic. They bound and roll and plow and spin and make noises I do not hear at any other time of the year. They are in their full glory in the snow.
Because of the dogs, I pry myself away from the radiant heater that keeps life in my bones this time of year. I put layers over layers, a vest over those layers, struggle to zipper a shell over the vest, cram my fists into my pockets and curse as I leave the relative comfort of my fifty degree house. The curses cease when the wind rips the very breath from my lungs. Fingers stiffen in the short distance from house to kennel so that putting a collar on a dog becomes a battle, particularly when I’m hampered by the cumbersome layers and the dog is jazzed for the walk it anticipates. Said dog then launches itself with rapturous abandon, yanking my frozen limbs nearly out of my boots. I beg, I plead, I implore them not to make me move so fast when my muscles are still in a state of shock; I whine, I whimper, my eyes actually tear (it’s that cold!). I act altogether unlike any kind of dog trainer should act…
But then, a mile or so down the cold dark road, a transition occurs. At first that’s because I become so numb all over that I no longer perceive discomfort. But another mile or so further and I am entranced by the sky. This time of year there is a lingering light that creates colors in the dusk and early evening that is unequaled at other times. The depth and range of blue just after sunset lifts the eyes and thus the mind; no longer is this an exercise in physical endurance, being out in this cold inspires awe, awakens wonder. As Parrish blue bleeds into azure and cobalt, and finally indigo becomes obsidian, the miles click by and the dog and I become extensions of one another. His body movements reveal the presence of creatures I would otherwise have no means of recognizing. The excitement with which he responds to a vole differs enormously from the out-of-his-mind scrambling that scent of a deer evokes. Coyotes bring the hackles up, bear bring him right alongside me, a deep rumble of fear in his chest. We plunge on in the darkness, senses zinging.
By the time we get home a couple of hours later, I am so invigorated that I want to take a couple more dogs out. Cold? Pshawww! I am Woman, descendant of cave woman…tamer of wolves, walker of dogs…a little cold is a tonic for my strong body!
Now, where’s my hot tea and radiant heater….???
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While I am not nearly as intrepid as you are with the length and duration of my dog walks in the cold and dark,I have found one of the greatest gifts of having my Qitty dog is discovering the beauty and peacefulness of being out and about in the crisp air. It is one of the many rewards I hadn't anticipated from sharing my home with a canine.
ReplyDeleteTonight I spied a shooting star that was so bright and of such duration that for several seconds I wondered if it was a comet. If it weren't for the dogs, I would not have seen it, but Diva and I were out with a friend on the last leg of a seven mile walk, and there it was, streaking west-to-east towards the swamp at the foot of "my" mountain. Glorious!
ReplyDeleteI've seen the aurora borealis a half dozen times (I've never been to Alaska) and it's only because of the dogs -- not just the walks, but simply being outdoors at midnight or thereafter to do the final kennel chores. I switch the floodlights off and stand among the old apple trees. Call it imagination, but I feel I'm in good company among them. Even without any unusual celestial activity, to experience the deep silence and vastness is, as PoetGrrrl said, a wonderful reward for a few moments of stepping outside the confines of our homes.
merry xmas to you and yours, b :)
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